I first started reading Kottu about two years ago. Back then, I don't remember it being as active as it is now. I remember reading both you, Darwin and Ravana regularly and remember enjoying what I read. I don't remember how I even came across the SL blogosphere but I remember my days at work getting that lil' bit quicker!
Happy Birthday to you Mr Diaspora - may your future be as bright and not quite so orange! :)
If you’re as unfit as I am, or even slightly asthmatic like I am (hayfever induced!), getting older must be a bitch.
Seriously – I struggled to blow out all the candles on my cake! And the pressure was on because people were looking at me. Staring, as if to say "WTF is wrong with her?!" "Why can't she blow out those candles?!" And all the time I was thinking "There are sooo many fucking on here! You try and give it a go!"
So for next time, I asked them to just get the numbers themselves rather than individual candles to add up to my age!
Beautiful sunrise.
Clear blue skies.
Sun shining over the River Thames.
Daffodils beginning to bloom.
And as the day progresses, wispy clouds line the sky that I try to make stupid shapes out of.
I love Spring.
I really shouldn't write blog posts when I'm sitting here bawling my eyes out.
How is it that a few words can be so hurtful?
Do I take things too much to heart? Perhaps.
I know every family has it's ups and downs. And I know that there are people out there who are going through so much worse if not more.
But how many times can I only be one parent's daughter? What kinda conception does that make me? Or did the stork just drop me off?
To Hell! For my thoughts!*
Because how can that girl have a fiancé and I don't?! She's rotund, short and has an OK face. Her personality isn't that sparkling and sure, she's a nice person but how can she have one and I don't?!
And why do most of the guys (I want to notice me) not notice me?!
Yeah, Hell awaits me. If only because I'm coveting what I don't have!
*Disclaimer: I'm just feeling sorry for myself and will get over it! I don't mean to offend anybody!
