The AP is in full flow. And it brings out the worst in me.
Because I look at myself and wonder why things are the way they are. Why I'm the way I am. And I'm just not happy with what I see.
And I realise that I'm trying so hard to put on a brave face to everybody that it's destroying me even more.
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Hang in there....
As much as we try to be our own people, sometimes who our parents are and what they do/did shape our lives. I guess the trick is to recognise that and fight against it. It is hard, believe me, I know what you are going through.
And you don't have to be brave all the time. Hugs.
Do you still live at home?
Will moving out help? At least the pressure will only be when you meet, instead of constantly on at home.
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